"You are forcing me to remember, when all I want is to just forget you."

I have lost everything that once stood between me and a solitude so frighteningly quiet; in it's place now stands a dreadful void. How do you isolate an isolation, how do I cordially desert the pain?

I need an answer, one both my instincts and rationale have failed to provide.

All I have is a liquor-induced solace; a silence so undeniably comforting yet threatening at the same time. One sheet of emptiness covers the other, and the other; the cycle stuck in a vicious trance. When did I turn into such a nasty wreck, reduced and pitiful?

I need an answer, one I presently cannot afford.


"So for those of you falling in love
Keep in kind, keep it good, keep it right,
Throw yourself in the midst of danger
But keep one eye open tonight"